Monologue: It is hard to understand me????

A lot of things has happen lately... But what sadden me is, my friend keep telling me to go to a party that I dont feel invited... I am tired of this kind of feeling. Being a wallflower that people doesnt even care whether you go or not... invite half heartedly. even if i go, no one care if i even exist.. why go? I dont have money to. only have 218 in account.. I have no mom and dad to call to ask for money. My oldest sister has her hardest tome now, so who else should I bother? Why cant people understand that I have no one in my family to support me and I cannot keep bothering my friend for help. I have no clothes to wear, no shoes to match, nothing! Please, live me alone!!!! please, understand that I have no one! no one for things like this!!!!!!! :'( :"( :'(

Her Story (그녀의 이야기) : 8 회

Chapter 8: HURT Is Getting Hurt.

"What she is supposed to do to prove to them that she is not like others! She is nothing like those who forget all of their deeds! 

She is nothing like those people who live for themselves and her! So please... please... please.... don't compare her with those people... she even vowed to herself that she will make them as her priority.. 

Don't wound her heart with those words... don't say those empty words... Please...Please...Please...

Then she thought, they must really hate her... She don't know why but today is is really hard fot her... The strong wall that she build, the strength sheild that she hold felt like it is tumbling down... Fix this heart..."

Her Story (그녀의 이야기) : 2 회

"Yesterday she sigh for the childish fight in front of her... today she sigh again thinking.. 
'I think I am gonna trapped in one'
sigh" 

Her Story (그녀의 이야기) : 1 회

1 chapter: Being childish is a childish matter.

"Being childish is not something that she wants to. But sometimes it is the only option to make her heart young and free again like those children, whose walking with no weight in their shoulder. But then again, seeing others fight childishly brings grin to her smile. 

Not underestimating their situation, but what had across her mind are, 
'if only they have walk my path, would they even care to those kind of childish path that brings nothing but pains? If only they feel my pain, then they would figure that those kind of pain are unnecessary because larger wound needs to be healed first'. 

She does felt sorry when she disses their childish fight. But this world is much bigger than in this just small community. if they cannot survive this fight, how they survive the world? If they couldn't endure this childish pain and insults, if they cannot play along with certain condition and situation, if they only hope for everything to work just the way they want it, how are they gonna survive the society? 
Out there, there are always predator that will always hunt you down, they will always prey that sometimes you felt reluctant to eat and they always scavengers that will hunt your success... 

How they are going to face this kind of world later if right now, at almost 21 and above age, still picking a fight at little matters?"