width='0'/> Those Tears Exist...: October 2011

Sunday, October 23, 2011

우리 큰 언니

너무 짜증나~~~~~ My keun oenni is someone who I can rely on and someone who care the most... But I am tired just by listening her explaining herself.. Every action she does, she must explain in details.. Sometimes, i already understand her situation and her stance, but she just keep on explaining herself... She is so afraid that everyone is going to misunderstand her... Didn't she knows that by doing that she just going to arouse more suspicious feeling.... HUH!!!!!! I know her place, she takes care of us after our parent past away... She took care of the financial alone, my my others brother and sister couldn't assist her financial since they are so busy making up for their luxury life... What? Maybe I'll be like them when I grew up... Buying Big Car and Big House because you have a Big Salary and then complain about how expensive it is and how hard just to make a living.... I am sure I am just going to be one of them when I am a salarywomen...... My sister always complain.... she loves to talk and I "love" to listen.............. My worries? I dont even know that words exist... SO i am just going to be a good dongsaeng and listen to her even though I have listen to it one to many time.......

Haaaahhh.............. I know her worries... I even ready to let go of my dream(I dont even know if even exist anymore) to help her until the financial is balance.... She have to problems.... Money and patient.... She is so lack of patient and she loves to complaint on how slow life could be... i wish she could just be more patient.... She can never be mom.... Oemma ga, whenever she have worries, she just kept silence and relax, she never complain cause she knows that what were meant to come will come.... I hope tomorrow will bring good news.... Just to ease her burden and worries, well even good news is also going to bring jansori to my ears.. but at least it is good news..............

큰 언니!!!!! Fighting!!!