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Saturday, May 5, 2012

Ailee - Girl With Two Personalities







Ailee... The name sound really english to me and yet, looking at her face made me thought she is just another pretty face.

Since I heard that she is Wheesung protege from MBC Singers and Trainees, I say, what the heck, give her a shot take a listen to her single Heaven.

The moment the song started...

니가 있는 곳에 나도 함께 할게

Her first phrase shock me...
This track is a heavy pop with a little of R&B sense in it and she pulled it quite well. I mean, she needs to promote this song and attract younger listeners, so this track is not fully R&B, which with this voice ability, she can definitely sing it. I really want to hear Heaven full R&B version.

Then I started to search her at the youtube. Found MBC Singer and Trainees's video of her singing Halo by Beyonce, amazed me.

Soon enough, I started to follow her. I love on how she is a two different person on and off stage. From what I see in Immortal Song 2 and SBS You & I interview, I can see that she purely enjoy singing. She is all cute, cuddly and giggly with every ment that the MC said and suddenly when she is on stage, her face expression changed, turns to the kind of the song she sang. I love her live performance and I am glad YMCE took her instead of the big 3 entertainment company, in that way, she have a little pressure and could just enjoy doing her music instead busy going out every variety show to gain recognition. Immortal Song 2 is enough, her voice is enough to let people know that she exist in this industry.

I love her live rendition and when she sang korean song sounded like an english song. Her diction of 'geol' sounded like 'girl' and her R sound clear (since most korean have problem with R sound, always turn to L if speak quickly, well, since she came from America.




She is the happiest when on stage, this kind of girl is one in a million. I bet being on stage never came across on her mind... I hope she would give her best and wont forget why she started singing at the first place. I really wish that fame does not blind her and please, in future, present us with good music. I really want to hear her singing a fully soul, R&B or Jazz song.

Ailee, good luck... :)

P/S: Angelic Ailee (fanclub) I am joining you guys... :)


Leave you guys with her rendition of Patty Kim Light and Shadow (cr: NadyaGY)


Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Shinhwa - The Legend That Haven't Finish Yet

SHINHWA


The legend of idol group in Korea, 14 years of longevity is not an easy achievement. Most of the first generation idol group such as g.o.d, Fin K.L, S.E.S, H.O.T, etc... were going through difficulties such as group name rights, unending solo promotion schedule of members, former agency's issues on making a comeback with other agency making them fail to make a comeback even if they wanted too.

Shinhwa on the other hand, went through all of this obstacles and still going strong despite issues that come to them. Not to put that what they went through are easy, but their will and determination has set the road straight and being a role model to all of the nowadays Korean idol group to follow their lead.

They are different, bold and honest. No other idol group can do such things without having to worry for their image and marketing purpose. Being different is Shinhwa biggest aset.

Even though they have turn to 30 (average 33.3) they still being their self and fool around while at work, and put up a serious stage later. the magic that they offer is just determination to live their name and friendship.

Eric Mun Jeong Hyeok.

Leader of SHINHWA
The eldest in the group and being the leader, it does not have to mean that Eric have to tough and bossy. His cute attitude and 4D is enough to glue up the team. His quote is according to fans is,  

"To Dong Wan, it is a sacrifice, but choosing Shinhwa is the greatest choice of my life."

This famous ment is a respond to what Kim Dong Wan quoted in a variety show on how Eric has refuse to take a solo contract worth 4 times of his former contract and prefer to find a company that could accept all of them under one management and have the same worth contract.

According to my observation:
He tend to hate serious situation and often talk less whenever in a talk show, especially when making appearance with all six member. But when he get serious, his words could surprised and could sometimes bring tears to other. He often not showing his problem to other people else than his member(maybe). Easygoing person who sometimes lazy but once have some goal in his life, he would do anything to achieve and protect it. There are some fan who said that Eric does not need Shinhwa, but Shinhwa certainly need Eric. 

How can a fan who could only see from television, concert, stalking here and there make such a confident remarks without knowing his real thought? If it's true, then why do he would fight SM at the court to retain SHINHWA name rights, using his own fund to do so, and according to KBS2 Win Win, he is the one who suggest the meeting at his house to discuss why they had been distant with each other during this 4 years break. We did not know what his true mind is, but he sure is sincere in retaining this group. He seems love to work behind the scene and sleep (proven in Shinhwa BangSong EP 5).

Lee Min Woo

The second eldest in the group.
Even though his records says he is born in 1980, he is actually born in 1979. It is only an late registration. Being so secrecy about his height, whoever who sees him will always have this word,

His nowadays famous quote is;






"Your thoughts, My thoughts, are the same"

This has been revealed by SuJu Member Kyuhyun, a remarks made towards Donghae who seems to have similarities towards him.

According to my observation:
He is friendly to most of the people, loves attention, perfectionist and love himself so much (bring me to find similarities to JYP, well they are quite close). he spend most of his time on music, self-improvement, working out and his priority, SHINHWA. Even though Eric is the group leader, but on stage, he naturally would take the lead and worried most of the group song composition, choreography and concept. He loves to create something else other than anyone else. His creativity gain him a nickname "Creator Boy". He seems like to create something that is smart and only own by him. Minnovation is one smart name.


Kim Dong Wan

Being the third eldest in SHINHWA he is known for having most of childish fight within the member. He have a lot of sides that sometimes could confuse the people who just got to know him.he is a talented writer and have a lot of opinion. Only if he is not a celebrity, I bet his blog is full with private opinion that sometimes could be bias to one sides. He is the member who does not have any scandal in 14 years of career.

His has a lot of famous quote, one of my favorite and I think is a brilliant are:

"6-1 is zero." 
Showing his stand of loving his group, he hates the word unit and for him it is either promoting as Kim Dong Wan of SHINHWA or SHINHWA only.

"Shinhwa is like a mother to me. You don't have to meet each other everyday, it would feel annoyed to listen to their nag. But you would be mad if someone curse at them and would run to them first whenever they are in trouble." KBS2 WIN WIN

"For me, Shinhwa was not a choice, but a destiny."

According to my observation: 
He is a talented and knowledgeable. He loves to express through his blogs and sometimes could lead to controversy. He is honest and sometimes would just speak his mind. He is an upright person and thinks all is fair in this world and does not like to put any discrimination on the line. He loves his member so much and would put up a fight just to say the truth (like what he did to Min Woo on Min Woo's ex girlfriend issues) His witty ment always surprised people despite his ridiculous gag. He seems to have a lot of phobia and a lot of worries. He quite sensitive and have a kind of weird hobbies and habits that could make people misunderstood. Like going to travel and taking pictures instead of hanging out with members. His members had already understand his habit, but fans who loves to misunderstood would really love to speculate about he being unclosed to members.


Shin Hye Seong (Jeong Pil Gyo)

The fourth Oldest Member
Heavenly Voice is his nickname.
He loves to do live concert more than only releasing album. That explains on how many solo concerts he have done.

My favorite quote of Shin Hye Seong



"Shinhwa to me is like my home, my hometown. Although we’re all busy with our own solo activities, and some are now serving their military service, but there’s nothing better than the feeling of coming home to a hot meal and a good rest after a hard day’s work. It’s really nice when we get together, I have the feeling of coming home. Fans to us are like our fence, or perhaps like family members."


According to my observation:
He loves game so much that it brings trouble to him. Such as gambling incident. But seeing him recently at the 24 March 2012 concerts makes me feel his sincerity that he has repent and hoping to move forward like his stage name. His tears shows his inner feeling that how much he appreciate to on stage again as SHINHWA. He must be feeling like this is a dream, after scandal and controversies he went through, being able to stand on stage again with SHINHWA CHANGJO support touches his heart. His princely image covers up his naught and cute that seldomly showed through broadcast or concert.




Jeon Jin (Park Cheong Jae)

Second youngest in the group.
In charged of variety and bad ment saver in team.
His bright personality covers up his depression that he suffers for quite a long time. He says that member is his only cure.

His famous quote is

"Members zipper are my zipper to"
“we all can’t live without the members..”

According to my observation: 
He has an innocent personality that does not grow with age. He is the brightest when he is with his member. Even though he is not the youngest, but he is more sensitive than the youngest. Easily tears and loves member so much that he tend to help members even though he is in trouble.




Andy Lee Seon Ho

Lastly, we have Andy, maknae that is more mature than leader. My thoughts only. Being the youngest in the group always make him a target of being pushed around like all of the youngest in any family would experience.

His famous quote would be:



"In the future, no matter where we are, really in 20 years, 40 years, until I die, We will always be together."


According to my observation:

He is stronger than he looks. He might be the cute Andy but he also have another side of him that often surprised people. He is also kissable by his hyungs.(Seen it so many times). He love being in the group and he appreciate the group more than anyone else. He thought that SHINHWA saves his live and because of SHINHWA, he get to become Andy.

Overall, I love being SHINHWA CHANGJO. It is a blessing getting to know this group. To be honest, when I love a group, I love to see them as a group more than their solo activities. Either Shinhwa or other Korean Idol group that I enjoy to see, I want to see them as a group. Shinhwa, for me, I might get killed by my words but I think Shinhwa is the brightest when there are together and less bright when they are alone. I love their principle on how SHINHWA is their backbone and whatever they do is started with SHINHWA.

No matter how much SM want to stop them, SHINHWA is already unstoppable (I personally believe Shinee's Comeback on March were planned to disturbed SHINHWA's comeback since they know EXO won't do the trick.) SM have done a big mistake by giving the name SHINHWA to this 6 man. Now there are striving hard to create a legend just like they had promised since thei debut in 1998. This 6 playful man are surprisingly a group of man who would do anything to protect their promise. I sincerely happy to be part of the legend making and hopefully keep being one of the SHINHWA CHANGJO in many many years to go.

SHINHWA FOREVER

Side notes:
This is just a personal thoughts. Don't sue me for any mis-facts or any wrong info. Credits to those uploaders in the internet and other SHINHWA CHANGJO

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Shim Soo Bong (심수봉) - The Person From Back Then) 그때 그사람 (Hyorin Version)

비가 오면 생각나는 사람
The pouring rain reminds him of that person
언제나 말이 없던 사람
Always not saying anything, that person
사랑의 괴로움을 몰래 감추고
Hiding behind the bitterness of love
떠난 사람 못잊어서 울던 사람
Can’t forget the one who leave, that person cried

어느 차안에서 내게 물었지
One day he asked me in the car
세상에서 제일 슬픈 뭐냐고
“What is the saddest thing in the world?”
사랑보다 슬픈건 정이라며
Is there any sadder than love?
고개를 떨구던 사람
Then he heads away leaving, that person from back then.

외로운 병실에서 기타를 쳐주고
In the lonely room, playing the guitar
위로하며 다정했던 사랑한 사람
Consoling and come closer with the beloved person

안녕이란 한마디 말도 없이
Without even saying a single goodbye
지금은 어디에서 행복할까
Is she happy here somewhere now?
어쩌다 한번쯤은 생각해줄까
Did she ever think at least once on what had happen?
지금도 보고 싶은 사람
Right now, he wants to see her, that person from back then.

외로운 가슴에 살며시 다가와서
"The loneliness walked quietly into my heart."
언제라도 감싸주던 다정했던 사람
"Can that once beloved person come embracing anytime?"

그러니까 미워하며는 안되겠지
He know he shouldn’t hate her,
다시는 생각해서도 안되겠지
Wouldn’t even think of it again,
지금도 보고 싶은 사람
Right now, he wants to see her, back then, that person
철없이 사랑인줄 알았었네
You should know by now those periods without (her) love
이제는 잊어야 사람
(that) Now, you should forget her, back then, that person.

Shim Soo Bong (심수봉) - (Men are boat, Women are dock) 남자는 배 여자는 항구

언제나 찾아오는 부두의 이별이
On this dock, where there is always meeting and parting
아쉬워 두손을 잡았나
Two hands that held tightly felt really bad to let go
눈앞에 바다를 핑계로 헤어지나
The sea in front of the eyes giving excuse of the departure
남자는 여자는 항구
Men are boat, women are the dock

보내주는 사람은 말이 없는데
That leaving person did not say a word
떠나가는 남자가 무슨 말을해
A man who is leaving, what else could he say?
뱃고동 소리도 울리지 마세요
"As the boat whistle sounded, please don’t cry."

하루 하루 바다만 바라보다
Day by day, looking at nothing else but the sea
눈물 지우며 힘없이 돌아오네
Felt so helpless just to erase this tears back
남자는 남자는
All the man, all the man
모두가 그렇게
Everyone, all of them are like this
아하~~~~ ~ ~~~~
Ah ha ha ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

이별에 눈물 보이고 돌아서면 잊어버리는
Seeing this parting tears, he just turn away and forget it
남자는 다그래
That’s how all man are…

매달리고 싶은 이별에 시간도
At the verged of the departing time
짧은 입맞춤으로 끝나면
After a short kiss
잘가요 쓰린 마음 아무도 몰라주네
Nobody knows how broken this heart, saying goodbye
남자는 여자는 항구
Men are boat, women are dock

아주 가는 사람이 약속은 왜해
Why a person who always leave keep on promising
눈물 보고 바다만 지키게 하고
Seeing the sea brought tears while wanting to protect the promise
사랑했었다는 말은 하지도 마세요
All the love words, I didn’t say it yet

못견디게 니가 좋다고
Couldn’t deny the fact that I like you
달콤하던말 그대로 믿었나
Those sweet words, I believe it all
남자는 남자는
Man, man all of them
모두가 그렇게
Everyone were like that
아하`~~~~ ~ `~~~
Aha~~~~~a~~ha~~~
쓸쓸한 표정 짖고 돌아서서 웃어버리는
Showing a saddened face, but laughing as he turned away
남자는 다그래
That’s how all the men are…

Saturday, January 14, 2012

Sung Shi Kyung (성시경) – 끝에 (The End) + Translation

그 길 끝에 무엇이 나를 기다리는지
At the end of the road, what's waiting for me
그땐 알 수 없었지만
I didn't know it at first
알고 있었대도 난 걸어갔겠지
Whether I know or not, I just walked
낯선 세상의 끝으로
To the end of this stranger's world

그 길 끝엔 숨찬 열정이 끝나는 곳엔
At the end of the road, where the passionate cold breath ends
서늘한 추억만 남아
The cold memories remains
너의 숨소리는 먼 바람이 되어
The sound of your breath is like a distant wind
나에게로 불어오네
Giving the signal(calling) to me

흐르는 시간 속 잠시 누군가를 곁에 두고
The time streaming really fast, didn't wait for anyone, just leave
무언갈 불태우고 까맣게 남게 되는 것
becoming something like the flame, extinguished and leaving the ashes behind

두려움 모른 채 돌아갈 수도 없는 길을 힘껏 달리는
With fear of not knowing, whether I could turned back or not, I just run really hard on this road,
넌 그런 것이었구나 사랑
This is how you are, LOVE

그 길 끝엔 눈먼 열정이 끝나는 곳엔
At the end of the road, there lies an end of blind passion
말 못할 슬픔만 남아
Unspeakable grief remains only

함께 있을 때는 소리 내 웃었고
I laughed with the sounds that remains with me
이제는 숨죽여 우네
Right now the breath is killing me

흐르는 시간 속 잠시 누군가를 곁에 두고
The time streaming really fast, didn't wait for anyone, just leave
무언갈 불태우고 까맣게 남게 되는 것
becoming something like the flame, extinguished and leaving the ashes behind
젖은 눈썹으로 내게도 그런 사람이 있었다고
With sweat on my eyebrows, me too have that kind of person
밤새워 그 이름 노래하게 하는
That, when at night, I sing his name as song
그런 거였구나 사랑
That is how it is, LOVE