width='0'/> Those Tears Exist...: 2011

Monday, November 7, 2011

Wonder Girls vs Girls Generation: November Battle




All time killer GG that always appears in korean and japan broadcast makes their powerful(?) comeback with THE BOYS produced by Teddy Riley who seems to be biased saying that Wonder Girls flops and GG will rise the fame thanks to him. This riley guy is someone who seems to be famous producing big hollywood names..(I wonder if he as good as David Foster....) meanwhile JYP's darling, the Wonder Girls will be making an official Music Bank this 11 nov....

The Boys..... the korean lyrics seems to have a meaningful messages but the english version just gibberish that I dont think Hollywood wants to hear... (maybe I was wrong)....
 

simple minded but brilliant as well JYP puts up Be My Baby as title tracks....
T-ara, Sistar, Unstoppable single-producing-now-first-album-promoting Secret, IU, are also making comeback by the end of this years....Leaving all the boy groups behind... Competition? We all know that SM GG is going to win...... But long absence Wonder Girls might change it all....








  Back to topic..... Riley states that Wonder Girls flops and didn't  shine in Hollywood.... Maybe he is right.... but, in my point of view... the first korean(english in lyrics) song that seems to have enter the Hollywood mainstream radio broadcast was Nobody... it make a huge things and soon enter the other countries mainstream radio broadcast who takes hollywood as references... Performing at So Do You Think You Can Dance as guest performer and also being an opening act for Justin Bieber and Jonas Brothers (two major teen/tween stars) can approve that wonder girls is doing well... Money alone could not do all that... It needs popularity and also familiarity to be an opening act....
His point... not mine...

GG...............active massively in korean and japan market makes them no 1 girls group in K-pop stream... Quantity will never beats quality..... too much production brings similarity to each singles nor title tracks.... most of thier hit singles were written and produce by foreign producer made me less proud...

Meanwhile JYP is all the hyped taking over the market with his song..... Maybe, he is just to proud because this man is famous for loving game of life... gambling every chance... Failure and success must belong to him and only himself....

Sunday, October 23, 2011

우리 큰 언니

너무 짜증나~~~~~ My keun oenni is someone who I can rely on and someone who care the most... But I am tired just by listening her explaining herself.. Every action she does, she must explain in details.. Sometimes, i already understand her situation and her stance, but she just keep on explaining herself... She is so afraid that everyone is going to misunderstand her... Didn't she knows that by doing that she just going to arouse more suspicious feeling.... HUH!!!!!! I know her place, she takes care of us after our parent past away... She took care of the financial alone, my my others brother and sister couldn't assist her financial since they are so busy making up for their luxury life... What? Maybe I'll be like them when I grew up... Buying Big Car and Big House because you have a Big Salary and then complain about how expensive it is and how hard just to make a living.... I am sure I am just going to be one of them when I am a salarywomen...... My sister always complain.... she loves to talk and I "love" to listen.............. My worries? I dont even know that words exist... SO i am just going to be a good dongsaeng and listen to her even though I have listen to it one to many time.......

Haaaahhh.............. I know her worries... I even ready to let go of my dream(I dont even know if even exist anymore) to help her until the financial is balance.... She have to problems.... Money and patient.... She is so lack of patient and she loves to complaint on how slow life could be... i wish she could just be more patient.... She can never be mom.... Oemma ga, whenever she have worries, she just kept silence and relax, she never complain cause she knows that what were meant to come will come.... I hope tomorrow will bring good news.... Just to ease her burden and worries, well even good news is also going to bring jansori to my ears.. but at least it is good news..............

큰 언니!!!!! Fighting!!!

Saturday, September 24, 2011

Physics examination

Furthering study in science is way much harder than I thought… Maybe I am so determine to further study, I overestimate my ability of learning.. whenever examination is getting closer, only then, I realize it is so hard to cope, especially in Physics.. My nightmare!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But I am lucky, Ma Yoo Hui, one of my other roommate this semester has been a big help for me.. She teach me on Physics and I felt like something has filled in my empty head… ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ But physics is still scary… Wish me luck on the examination!!!!! (ㅠ..ㅠ) Studying Hard Like Jason In Dream High!!!! Fighting!!!! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

My Roommate

Na, Kang Eun Jo… Never felt mad like this before. My roommate, Song Ah made me feel like hell!!!!

That is how I describe my hurt and pained heart. Living in campus live has already been tough enough for me to handle, alas living with her make me feel like I am someone who easy (ManManHaNi!!!) Which I am not!! Well, maybe a little. It is just because I didn't fight back! I hate arguments. Whenever I got into a fight, my heartbeat will increase rapidly, my face will turn pale, and my hand will tremble and if it gets worse, I will just collapse and have a high potential for getting stroke. I am really bad in fight, tears comes first before words and finally will shuts my mouth up for good.

I am such a loser aren't I? Lost before the battle even started.. I loved to run away from arguments and keep everything inside my hearts. Like volcano keeping its hot magma underneath its beautiful mountain, no one will ever expect when it will erupt. To me, eruption equals death since my mental its not strong enough to uphold such heavy emotion. I might as well drop dead due to drowning in emotion. Crazy, huh? I know….

So back to Song Ah, she is someone who just enters my room this semester. For three semesters, I have been living in the same room, only my roommate who has change. At first she is someone who is kind and love to talk to me, but an obvious mamas girl. I don't really care if it doesn't involve me in it. But when she starts to held one of the most important posts in my dormitory, she suddenly became stricter and tried so hard to make her looks good. Even if my others roommate (I live in a room of four) would do something against the rule one to many times, whenever I did it, she would just speak up her mind about how serious my mistakes are and I should just listen to her…

Maybe, just maybe, if I had the courage to talk back… maybe she would not just said those hurtful words to me… maybe I made myself a pushover, someone who just cannot fight back. 어쩌라고? Tired of everything.. I am tired just holding back those words inside my tongue and shriveled on my bed, crying my eyes out…. Alone…


 


 

넌 나랑 왜 만나니? 그렇게 내가 쉬워 보였니?

Why do you see me? Did you think I am that easy?

내가 더 잘할게

I will do better.


 


 


 


 

Thursday, September 1, 2011

my heart.............

Yoon Jong Shin (Feat. Kim Geu Rim, Shim Chi Rim) - Thoughts of You (니 생각)

With thoughts of you, an entire day passed- nothing got done
What happened to me? Is it you?

I fumble with my phone with messages from annoying friends
What happened to me? It's all because of you

Ah, I guess I'm in love- what to do?
If I fall once, there is no end
My heart, are you ready?
I am about to be in love

Ah, I guess I'm in love- what to do?
If I fall once, there is no end
My heart, are you ready?
I am about to be in love

It might hurt, you might look far ahead at a different place
But still I will look at you and wait
Because it already started...

With thoughts of you, an entire day passed
With thoughts of you

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Jar of Hearts

No I can’t take one more step towards you, cuz all that’s waiting is regret
And don’t you know I’m not your ghost anymore, you lost the love I loved the most
I’ve learned to live half alive, and now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are, running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts, and tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me, who do you think you are?

I hear you’re asking all around if I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong to ever fall back in your arms
I’ve learned to live half alive, and now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are, running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts, and tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me, who do you think you are?

It took so long just to feel all right, remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed, cuz you broke all your promises
And now you’re back, you’re looking to get me back

And who do you think you are, running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts, and tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me, don’t come back at all

And who do you think you are, running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts, tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul
Don’t come back for me, don’t come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?