width='0'/> Those Tears Exist...: July 2013

Tuesday, July 30, 2013

떠나가네 [Gone] - 김영호 [Kim Yeong Ho]


 떠나가네 [Gone] - 김영호 [Kim Yeong Ho] 

기어이 돌아서네 
[(You) have turn away at last]
다신 오지 않을 것처럼
[Like (you) will never come around again anymore]
가지 말라고 잡으려 해도
[Saying 'Don't ever leave', 'get a grip']
아무 소용이 없네
[There is no use anymore]

눈물이 흩어지네
 [Tears are streaming down]
다신 울지 않을 것처럼
[Like it will never been spilled ever again]
어쩌다 내가 생각이 나도
[Somehow As I think of you, I]
바람에게 전해
[Delivered it to the wind]

떠나가네 떠나가네
[Gone, gone]
유리같은 나의 사랑이
[My love who was like a glass]
내 전부였던 그대가
[You, who are my everything]
저 멀리 떠나가네
[Has gone so far away]

이제 난 
[Now I]
없는 사람 기억나지 않을 때 까지
[Until I do not remember that person who has gone]
어쩌다 내가 생각이 나도
[Somehow as I think of you, I]
바람에게 전해
[Delivered it to the wind]


떠나가네 떠나가네
[Gone, gone]
유리 같은 나의 사랑이
[My love who was like a glass]
내 전부였던 그대가
[You who are my everything]
내게서 멀어지네
[Has gone far from me]
생각이나 생각이나
[Recalling, recalling]
치열했던 우리 사랑이
[The intense love of ours]
내 전부였던 그대를
[You, who are everything to me]
다시는 볼 수 없네 
[Can't never be seen again]


I cannot believe that I missed such a great song for 3 month... I am only aware of this songs thanks to MONSTAR ep 11, when the actor(singer of this song)  which played out as Se-yi fathers sang this songs.... Wonderful lyrics and songs... Like it very much... :)


Friday, July 26, 2013

난 아직 모르잖아요 [I Still Didn't Know] - 이문세 [Lee Mun Se]


난 아직 모르잖아요 [I Still Didn't Know] - 이문세 [Lee Mun Se]

세월이 흘러가면 [Time passes by]
어디로 가는지 [Where exactly does it go]
나는 아직 모르잖아요 [I have no clues until now]

그대 내 곁에 있어요 [You who have been by my side]
떠나가지 말아요 [Please, don't ever leave]
나는 아직 그대 [I am still]
사랑해요 [Loving you]

그대가 떠나가면 어디로 가는지 [You who have left, where have you been]
나는 알수가 없잖아요 [I have no idea at all]
그대 내곁에 있어요 [You who have been by my side]

떠나가지 말아요 [Please don't leave]
나는 아직 그대 사랑해요 [I am still loving you]

혼자걷다가 어두운 밤이 오면 [When the dark night come, I am walking alone]
그대 생각나 울며 걸어요 [Walking with tears as I think of you]
그대가 보내준 새하얀 꽃잎도 [The pure white flower petals that you send]

나의 눈물에 시들어버려요 [Has withered and thrown by my tears]

그대가 떠나가면 어디로 가는지 [You who have left, where have you been]
나는 알수가 없잖아요 [I have no idea at all]
그대 내곁에 있어요 [You who have been by my side]

떠나가지 말아요 [Please don't leave]
나는 아직 그대 사랑해요 [I am still loving you]



When Narae of Eye To Eye cover this song on Immortal Song 2 for Lee Mun Se Special, I did not notice her voice that much because I was busy fangirling Lee Mun Se himself. But when I came across her name as one of the singer for SBS I Hear Your Voice [너의 목소리가 들려] drama OST, I become attracted and listen back to her rendition of one of my favorite Lee Mun Se songs... I wish she will get a spot at Immortal Song 2 to prove her singing ability more. Her soulful and rough tone is her charming point... Good luck, Narae!


Sunday, July 7, 2013

Shinhwa Changjo? Yes, I am one of them....

Upon reading this article this morning, I became attracted and I want to write about this too....
Shinhwa Changjo Best Fans On Earth



It make me thinks hard... me too, did not publicized myself as a SHCJ until someone brought up a topic, "which k-pop group are your bias these days?' to me... Whenever I speak about SHINHWA with my friends, they always said like, SHINHWA is a friend of mine, which shocks me... they always said, I am unlike another fan, who keep on praising on their bias. I tend to tell them, how hilarious they are, how shameful I am towards them, and keep wondering why I love these uncles when I can get to love those new and young, lovable k-pop groups.. I guess its true when they said, once you become a SHINHWA CHANGJO, there never getting back out, unless you aren't deep enough... I went deep, and being modest, I only known them three years ago (I guess)... When I saw Shin Hye Sung 'Tick Tock' song with Kim Dong Wan in the MV... Then I start to dig a little about them and end up hooking up with them. I know, in aspect of level, I am a young and still have a long way to go as SHCJ, but, this three years of knowing them has become enough for them to become apart of my life.

We speak about SHINHWA like we know them a long of time. We did not publicized ourselves as SHCJ because we thought them as friends and family. You know, when you have a good/bestfriends as celebrity, you tend to shut your mouth up for their sake of privacy and career... Stupid right? When a fan of other k-pop group tell us that SHINHWA is irrelevant, old and stupid, instead of flaring totally, we tell them that SHINHWA is irrelevant because they are 15 years old group and what are they still doing here, competing with hoobaes when other groups as old as them were disbanded and struggling to keep their popularity by carrying their ex-group name everywhere (sorry H.S.g.R.G. fans, but I think its a little sad seeing these sunbaes reminiscing their old career by doing this kind of project group, seriously, I am sad seeing this group and thinking what the hell are you doing here when SHINHWA is struggling to protect themselves as a team... It is also because, I am a big fan of g.o.d and feeling a bit of aggrieve seeing Danny An is there... I dont know, maybe it is my greed to see g.o.d as a whole again made me feel like its not worthy being in this kind of project group.. I am sorry...)

We admit they are old and their physical condition is not the best as before because we know, they have a lot of minor and major accident that made them not as sharp as before... and we corrected these anti-fan by saying they are not stupid, they are SPECIAL STUPID (inside joke)... we troll them along with this anti-fans until they have nothing to say except "저 언니 뭐야? 이상하게? [What is wrong with that oenni? weirdly?]

Its not that we dont love SHINHWA to troll them along, its because we love them enough to admit that there are what other people claim. It is because we understand what are SHINHWA wants to protect, "The stage and the colour of ORANGE, not the number of fans -Kim Dong Wan". Promises and believe that we, SHCJ and SHINHWA exchange made us believe that no matter what you said about them, they will stay the same as we know them... because we did admire them, we love and grow along with them, making us like family, friends and lover.

SHINHWA and SHCJ are like that, we are family, friends and lover... we criticize when needed, we praise what's good and right, we said what is wrong when it is wrong... This hard-love that SHINHWA receive is because they love us the same way too... they believe that they do not responsible in our live (again Kim Dong Wan, he is our witty-guy that always speak his mind and his words is always right which made us made and admitting it at the same time) and ask us to keep our responsibility, chase our dream, live like other people. because they care, they do not want us to get left behind in society due to our madness towards them.. that is why there a lot of SHCJ who have a life, career and live like other normal people, only to shock others by declaration to go on SHINHWA concert... We undercover in the society and live like normal people, and be there for SHINHWA when in need... We work hard to make a living, and when its time, we go fangirling at their concert, comeback and album. And when the promotion is over, we came back to our normal life, while keeping eyes of them. That is what you called a SHINHWA love...

::: I am a SHCJ and this is personal thoughts. you may leave a comment on what you feel towards them because SHCJ is a cool person.... And there are another family-like fandom if I wasn't mistaken... Primadonna right? (FT Island) 
I heard that FT Island's fans also show hard-love towards this group... But can you say, FT Island in my observation have a SHINHWA-like personality. They are raw, honest and speak their mind. Do not afraid of being themselves and also dorky.. If only they did not change their member, they would be like SHINHWA. But I do like their combination now because there is lot of chemistry among them... Its a no wonder if their fan are a troll-lovers like SHCJ.:::

I LOVE YOU, SHINHWA

Thursday, July 4, 2013

박남정 [Park Nam Jung] - 여인이여 [Lady] (1990)

박남정 [Park Nam Jung] - 여인이여 [Lady] (1990)

그대 얼굴을 바라보면
[When I see your face]
자꾸자꾸 내게 웃음 짓는
[You flash your smile towards me, again and again]
그대 미소 난 바라보네
[I just stare, at your smile]

처음 만난 그때부터
[From the first time I met, since then]
사랑에 사랑에 빠졌나봐
[I have fallen, fallen in love]
그대 몰라 어쩔 수가 없네
[You have no idea, then there is nothing I can do]

사랑의 달콤한 미소
[The sweet smile of love]
누가 내게 말해주는가
 [Who will do it me?]
나만이 간직한 사랑
[Only me, who has been keeping this love]
그대는 알고 있나
[Do you even realize it?] 
 
여인이여 여인이여
[Lady, oh my lady]
그대 때문에 나는
[Because of you, I have]
여인이여 여인이여
[Lady, oh my lady]
사랑에 빠졌나봐
[Fallen in love]
사랑에 빠졌나봐
[Falling in love] 

*Repeat from beginning till the end 

I am sorry, I have been busy with school lately so I think I have rested from this blog for quite a while.  I love Tim rendition of this song.. His pleading towards the lady really breaks my heart. Sorry that he lost with H.S.g.R.G. But I really fall in love with this version of song.